a fail at trust, security and post traumatic stress! I could only reach out and truly find My
God. Been surrounded by
awesome Godly people made this transition so much easier and I thank not only my church, community group , friends, family & Graeme but My amazing Lord Jesus.
I never ever expected to be a stay at home mom or feel the happiness I do, nor did I ever foresee the little house he blessed us with 5 years ago. A little cottage we call "ours", in one of the most beautiful suburbs.
overcoming part of my PND and having taken extra leave from my job, to give myself more time to heal. I decided to go chat to my then Boss and principal of the school.
Mr S is a Godly man , he felt I should think of resigning and being a stay at home mommy. Not just a stay at home mom but a stay at home wife, too.
He wanted to encourage me to be at home and make my home, a home not just a house.
would we survive. Today 19 months later, we are surviving. Yes by the grace of God, my
amazing family and wonderful caring friends. Every month a new month and everyday a fresh start. I am a far better person, far more relaxed & focused- this time was desperately needed. I still have daily struggles with forgiveness, trust and letting go , but I'm at a far better place. Thank you Lord. I can't imagine it any other way. The peace that God has allowed over my life is indescribable. Having schooled for 12 years, studied for 4, taught for 8 and then become a mom ...
I am far from perfect but I've learnt and been blessed by knowledge and surrounded by Godly women who've shared, taught and reflected God in themselves. The peace that surrounds my home is beautiful, it's happiness I'm grateful for. There are many days you fall to your knees in the urge to give up but there are days you fall to your knees and thank Him for all he provides.
and the smelling of roses. After reading this awesome blog : http://www.scissortailsilk.com/2014/01/24/before-you-were-mommy/